Jack Toh

Happy 2 Years Anniversary

2011-05-02T19:04:00.005+08:00

Pepper lunch at for lunch :D

heheh Ben & Jerry's is cool I tell you cool and nice seriously hahah.
Watched Thor and it was awesome~ heheh :D
Had our dinner at momiji a Japanese Buffet Restaurant WOOO freaking nice the food ^^
Ok I hate to upload photos cause the order got screwed up hehe, spiking hair before going out :D
OH MY LOOK AT THE OYSTER, PRAWN AND MUSSELS! ORGASM IN DA MOUTH!
FOOD FOOD AND MORE FOOD!
hehehe I look like a farmer boi_93 lulz~
Lastly Happy 2 Years with dear! Though it was quite simple but our main motive is FOOD > FUN hehehe
Oh ya and lastly the seafood mushroom pot soup was niceeee xD hehe

2011-04-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

Oh no school's starting tomorrow feeling lazy ah ah siol =]
oh well have been slacking at home lika nerdie boi and my life pretty much during hols are muay thai training, work on fridays and some saturdays xD and staying at home just to use computer =]
as usual every weekend have to go find my girlfriend aka the demanding chick hehe (x
fuck rp for real everyday need change classroom you think what cool meh.
surely got some retarded asshole come wrong class for first few weeks one lo =/
just hope that my classmates are normal and good facis if not my grades will be screwed up =]

I hate my girlfriend
I dont care about our anniversary
Her Bday big deal meh?

heheh opposite meaning (x

2011-04-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

New skin for a new start! lol. Thanks to my gf for making it so nice. Hahahaha seriously

2011-02-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

I used to stay up late just to chat with my friends on msn about our lives.
but right now I've got nobody to do so with. pathetic huh.
it has always been like this for me, when people need me I am always there for them.
but when I'm down, nobody is there for me, never once. nobody understand a single shit.
You just took me for granted, all the time. I've decided not to care anymore.
Whether you have a broken heart, fell out with a certain guy or have any fucking problems its none of my fucking business.
I'm just gonna be a fucking heartless jerk from now.

2011-02-07T00:31:00.008+08:00

Hahah we have waited for so long and these 3 days of CNY just passed so quickly D:
well at least I get to see all of my cousins and relatives over these few days. Finally managed to go back to visit ah ma hahah felt so bad after so long then go visit her. Glad to see that she's still strong and healthy heheh :D
hahah got 26 ang baos currently and total of 376 summed up :D oh well needa save save already! shall let the pictures do the talking!

Day 1

All my cousins!

Cousins with ah ma inside :D

Me at dear house hehehe.

Day 2!

Me and James :D

Hahah I look like a pedo here I realised xD

CNY is gonna be over in a couple more days~ oh well school term is ending too this week is the last week of the semester =/ will miss my classmates and hopefully my holidays would be a productive one for me hahah.

2011-01-31T01:21:00.002+08:00

As I was packing my stuffs just now I happened to come across my class photos taken all the way from primary school to secondary school.
Hahah I must say those times were really fun and everyone including me changed a lot.
Okay for this semester I managed to be not that lazy as compared to last semester but I still skipped quite a couple of lessons =/
Fuck mans why can't I just kick away my lazy attribute in me D:
Seriously need to buck up for UT 3 and be more hardworking already =/ cannot keep pon school, pon work and no more slacking!
I still can't believed the fact that I spent like 470++ on my cny stuffs... best part is I only bought 2 tops a pair of jeans and 4 undergarments.
hahah oh well like what dear said money no out money no in xD direct translation from chinese though heheh lazy translate properly.
CNY is coming! hope to get lots of ang bao this year which can cover back my cost of spending xD as well as hope to see all my long-time-no-see cousins.
Kinda miss them due to the fact that we haven't seen each other since a long time.
Shall post again next time! :D

2010-12-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

AH HA! its finally holidays! but 2 weeks nia =/ hahah oh well its better then nothing xD
been slacking for 2 weeks =/ hahah need to start my consistent gymming alone in school already D;
just had christmas exchange gift session friday with W45Q and it was awesome hahah :D
sorry dear I bombed you this weekend cause me very lazy hehe.
but I am at your house now and you are hugging me lika big babyyyy heheh (x
Christmas is coming! I wonder how will this year's christmas be like for me.
The year is coming to an end D: hope next year will be a better year for me and everyone else.
alright shall blog next time when I have the feeel xD kinda lazy you know heheh

ps. dear stop whining beside me plox (x

2010-11-20T01:07:00.003+08:00

hahah its been a really loooooooooong time since I last posted xD
ok shall post and update more about my recent life since school started.
have been working every friday and saturday for 3 weeks for extra pocket money hahah.
finally got to go out with dear after a long time (x I almost forgotten how does it feels like to be out hahah.
school was fine for me as I was keeping myself quite occupied to ensure I will reach home at night so I would be tired enough to sleep early and wake up early.
hahah it might sound stupid to most of you but that's what keep me from skipping school :D
tests are coming and I have yet to study and make notes for my modules =/
ok ok I shall find back my motivation and stop being so lazy :D
I got a good feeling that this semester will be a great semester for me :D

2010-10-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

Been busy with school work, very broke recently need to start working this coming friday and saturday =/ my girlfriend very bad keep ps me cos she got dance and work.
her school is starting tmr so sad.. because she will be stressed and when she stress, i stress xD i want to faster work and save money so that i can faster go out with dear. im sorry i can't go out with you for so long. have to start being a good boy and stop skipping school like how i did in sem 1. I will work hard and study hard for sem 2 and hope i can get good results =]

2010-10-09T19:14:00.002+08:00

polytechnic forum was awesome I must say hahah.

I got to know a bunch of awesome people which includes yongwen, sid, galvin, wei kiong, pamela, jane, georgiana, eleanor, valerie, persis, jiale and many other people who are in my group and sub-theme :D

4 days of 6 meals a day was really nice, I wish I had that everyday man =/

both the vision conference and dance was great, although we did not win anything but everyone did great in contributing :D

oh well sad for rp students school is starting next tuesday but I have to go school on monday for fedex program =/

hahah will miss everyone from my group, hope to meet them soon again and sad thing is most of them live in the east area =/

shall post more when school starts! hahah

2010-09-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hello long time no post, been really busy working and helping out my mom.
much happened and although I know my family is quite screwed up and it's not the ideal home, but after working so much and spending much time with my mom made me realized it's not that bad.
nobody has a perfect life, its the things that they do to change their lives into better ones.

went to dear's relative house and experienced some really delicious malay food for their hari raya celebration hahah.
it was fun as her malay kid cousins are always running around and being so hyper, they are just adorable :D
I am very lucky to have my girlfriend by my side as she is always listening to me talking about my problems.
hahah come to think of it which girl right now would do the exact same thing as her? most of them would just find me a boring guy and leave me for someone better.
I must say I really am very lucky to have you by my side and I love you no matter what.

I don't really have true friends? That's kinda true, haha most of my friends are just the type of party and fun enjoying friends.
Who would really be there to talk to you and treat you as a really good friend, no one would really back you up in a fight or some serious shit if I had gotten myself into. Maybe only 1 or 2? hahah its just so hard to find true friends, seriously true friends.

2010-08-09T18:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes its good to be alone. you can have your own reflection session and this is the best time to make important decisions and set new goals for yourself.
The goals that will really happen are the ones that are set by yourself during this time.
Well holidays are coming guess I will be working,balling,gymming and most importantly being with carissa.
Thanks for being there always for me and sharing my problems with me. Althought I do not show it all the time but doesn't mean I do not care. Thanks a lot dear I love you.

Happy national day Singapore.

2010-08-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

was it wrong of me to say it out?
or was it wrong of me to keep it to myself?
when you're down you find someone.
when i'm down i got no one.
guess whatever I do i'm always wrong.

Happy 15 months and 17th birthday to myself.

2010-07-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

alright time to do some posting before my blog rots off hahah
alright its been quite a crazy period as there are really good and bad times
well bad things always happens to me, that's the type of person I am hahah
well guess the only good thing is that I still have my family, grandparents and most importantly you.
I know its been a rough time for both of us but all this are just small obstacles and tests for us.
they happen not to break us up but to strengthen our relationship and feelings for each other.
I just want to let you know that I love you dear no matter what, thanks for being there always for me.
do cherish you loved ones before you regret it.

Happy 1 year and 2 month dear :D

2010-07-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

have you ever loved someone so much that you lose control of yourself?
well I guess I did what about you? hahah
just a reminder to everyone, always make the right decision at the right time and never have regrets.
we only have one life live it to the fullest.

Happy 1 year and 2 month dear :D

2010-06-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

oh well~ dear is finally coming back today at 1am but I are too tired to stay awake and wait for her heheh (x
so bad right where got girlfriend pangseh boyfriend for 4 days still say I always pangseh her =]
well we had this interesting conversation before she left though

Me:eh dear then wouldn't your dad be damn emo for this 4 days?
Dear:ya lor nvm one la he used to it already heheh (x
Me:so bad la you he's your dad okay.
Dear:nvm la like that will make him treasure us more mah, maybe I should do that more often to you too so you will treasure me more (x
Me:....

win liao lor say till like that =/ faster come back dear I really miss you alot hehe (x

2010-06-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

okay finally end of holidays boooo xD
nvm la start school= healthy lifestyle= lesser gaming time and more studying and exercising time.
dear start holiday already hahah happy for her anddddd she is going macau in 3 hours time miss her =/
just go and enjoy yourself okay dear and be happy :D
happy 17th birthday jianxiong! hahah miss the crazy times we spent together during secondary school life, hope to meet up soon and catch up :D

2010-06-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

hehe after a long time finally went out with dear to town xD
went np to find her and went town together as she want pei me cut hair so good (x
ate pepper lunch and walked around in taka as she want to buy her cheesecake things.
then we went to queenstown to eat dumplings with jordan and ka sheng hahah.
going find dear again tomorrow heheh happy (x
its the end of my holidays and starting of world cup!
shall post again next time hahaha

2010-05-28T15:45:00.003+08:00

finally its school holidays already, school has been quite fun recently although i skipped 4 days =x
okay for real i won't skip anymore okay promise :D
life in rp is very standard everyday doing retarded journals(RJ) and useless tests (UT)
but I consider myself very lucky as the workload in rp isn't that much as compared to other polys which is like so....... =]
gonna start working for my own pocket money liaos =/ dear is so gonna kbkp (x
school food is kinda sian already but I still have to endure it for another 3 years so yeah good luck to me :D

2010-05-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

Happy One Year Anniversary Dear! :D
like so fast hor (x actually i got lots of things to say to you but i already did so nvm one right :D
wanted to catch a movie and have a nice meal but due to both of our body aches we can only do simple things (x
went to jp instead and ate carl's juniors. my burger wasn't that big =/
then walked around and bought shi lin back for my grandparents and bro to eat, but ended up i ate 2 or 3 bowls of mian xian xD
sorry i lazy to upload pictures (x and i loved the watch you bought for me dear.
thanks a lot and you better don't spend so much next time if not i skin you alive (x

2010-04-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

pre-orientation camp and orientation programme had passed.
for the unfortunate rp students our school is starting tomorrow at 8.15am
well its both a good and bad thing hahah.
bad thing is that our long holiday had finally came to an end.
good thing is we can start to get our body working and stop being nocturnal lazy bums.
quite excited to meet my new poly classmates and hope everyone can clique well in that class hahah.
just hope everything goes well for me in my new campus and that my bad dreams won't come true.

2010-04-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

okay i shall update this blog since its been a long time hahah.
will be going to my rp camp tomorrow, kinda excited as i don't know what type of people will i meet.
school's starting next week after such a long holiday for us.
guess i will be busier once school starts and won't have much time to be with my friends and most importantly dear =/
just packed my things for camp and i hate packing its troublesome (x
hope my phone's battery won't die off so quickly if not my girlfriend will be bored to death at home hehe
sad thing is i have to find another part time job as levi's jp has no slot for me =/
hope everything goes well for me after school starts and this year will be a great year :D

2010-03-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

hahah its been a long time since i last posted so i shall inject some life into my blog :D
i finally stopped working at levi's since last last sunday?
told the manager i needed a break before my school starts hahah.
well went to rp with my parents and grandparents to finish my enrolment thing and bought my laptop.
have been playing basketball with my friends and my stamina dropped pretty much =/
as usual had a great talk with joel after basketball while we are on our way home.
most of the times people do things for a reason.
they need not let others know the true reason and they rather let others misunderstand them.
only those who truly understand them will know the true reason, whereas others who just appear to know them always end up misunderstanding them.

2010-02-07T03:20:00.002+08:00

i miss you so i text you

texting you wasn't enough i need to hear your voice

hearing your voice still isn't enough i need to see you in person

seeing you in person still isn't enough cause i can never get enough of you

thanks for being there for me and being such a wonderful girlfriend for the past 9 months dear

happy belated 9 month anniversary to us i love you dear

i miss you so much ): can't wait for cny so i can get to see you

2010-01-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

have been busy working at levi's in jurong point lately.
its quite fun but the staff price sucks cause its only 15% how sad =/
it will be quite busy now as cny is coming and there is the $50 promotion going on.
managed to see quite alot of people i know during work and they mostly cannot recognize me.
happy belated 17th birthday to wei jiet! hahah we have been friends since P4 until now cool right (x
will help you celebrate when i am able to take my day off and will buy you a present asap okay xD

2010-01-08T15:06:00.003+08:00

monday going to get results liao so scared.
been having weird dreams about my results lately =/
resting at home now while waiting to go out with dear (:
like finally lor someone so busy (x
to stalkers out there please tag if you read my blog if not my blog is damn dead :D
i will be more then happy to entertain you xD
will post again when i got the time (x

2009-12-31T00:09:00.001+08:00

hahah dear is finally back from hong kong!
can't wait to go out with her tomorrow!

2009-12-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

Firstly merry christmas to everyone :D
hope everyone enjoyed their christmas this year cause i enjoyed it very much with dear!
went out on christmas eve like finally and it was very fun :D
went to cineleisure and bought our avatar tickets, had our brunch at hk cafe ^^
then we went shopping around ion,wisma for our christmas gifts as well as our bro's one.
we then went to fareast and splitted up cause dear said she was sick of me ):
hahah joking (x she wanted to surprise me for my christmas gift and insisted we buy our present seperately.
surprisingly i saw dear when she was buying my present but i walked out of the shop and waited for her hehe.
as for christmas it was just a simple dinner at dear's house so that i can spend more time with her cause she is leaving for hk =/
well in fact she already left for hk this morning at 9.
she will only be back by 30th, so in the meantime its all gossipgirl at home and games :D

2009-12-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

sadly dear fell sick yesterday which is supposed to be our outing day.
she had fever, cough and flu. all the likely symptoms of h1n1 hahah.
the doctor even said if she didnt recover by today she is h1n1 positive.
wtf man how encouraging can the doctor be :D
i was a male nurse yesterday as i went over to her house and took good care of her ^^
glad her fever was gone although she still have slight cough and flu now.
looking forward to go out with you dearrrr :D
drink more water, eat more apples and stop being so stubborn and listen to me so you won't fall sick.
i am more effective then the doctor xD
maybe i can be one in the future hahah (x

2009-12-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

have been damn bored lately.
i cant believed that i created a twitter account =.=
been influenced by dear to watch gossip girl and its quite a nice drama series.
sprained my thumb yesterday while playing basketball at bp, hope it heals soon.

i tried and i am still trying now, all i hoped for is nothing but your love and trust.
the others dont matter to me at all.

2009-12-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

work is finally over and i can start spending time playing games, basketball and also accompany dear (:
working was fun and i got to know quite a lot of people like jovina, derek, melissa, eunice, desbrina and papa! xD
it all went smoothly until one hypocrite auntie came along and ruined everything =.=
can finally slack and be a pig at home ahhhhh (x
shall rest for the time being until i find another nice job to work :D
got my pay cheque today and need to wait for awhile until i can get them in cash.
shall be patient until i get my money then i can pei dear go out and have fun :D
shall post when i have more things to say hahah

2009-12-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

one phrase, three words, eight letters, numerous meanings.
but it always means the same to you.
i love you.
happy 7th month anniversary dear.
looking forward to the weeks (:

2009-11-16T19:08:00.003+08:00

went out finally with dear yesterday to causeway and watched 2012
the effects were very nice and the show just portrayed how some of us would behave when disasters strikes.
after movie shaun paul, andrea, carmen and kai kai came to find us and we helped him celebrate his birthday in advance.
went to swensens to eat cause seoul garden was closing already haha.
poor kai kai haha blame the dumb host (x
dear is going to thailand today with her mother and will only be back until thursday =/
its quite fast how time passes, we already ended our sec 4 life and had finished our secondary school education.

this is the class photo we took last year with mr loy hahah.
its been a wonderful and fun class :D

2009-11-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

alright o levels are finally over everyone can finally slack and relax themselves.
sadly the attendance for this year's prom is quite sucky =/ only about 200+ people are turning up out of the whole cohort.
have been playing games and using computer for these whole period of time =.=
very lazy to move about also xD i am starting to become a zai nan hahah.
still deciding on what to wear for prom and the theme is oscar =/
have to spend money on prom's dressing again~ hope that night would be a great and enjoyable night :D
finally can have time to train for basketball and work during the holidays.
for now all i can do is to hope i will be smiling next year when i take back my results hahah.
that's all for now shall post when i have time again :D

2009-09-30T00:28:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last posted.
hahah everyone is busy studying for the 2nd major exam of their life O levels.
well dont think i will be posting for quite some time as i have to start studying also haha.
good luck for o everyone, will post when i am free

2009-09-06T01:31:00.002+08:00

i am at xi rou's house now :D
she forced me to update D:
anyway just finished eating yogurt and kinder bueno yum yum xD
weeee holidays are finally coming but i still have to go back to school everyday =/
just 5 more short weekends and O's are coming.
tons of homework to complete during the holidays too =/

ok . erm, idk what to say sooooo .
I'm just going to say . Byebyebyebyebye.
by xirou (x

okay anyway jiayou for O levels everyone
must study hard but don't forget to have a break have a kit kat xD
rest well too bye!

2009-08-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

was planning to spend my weekend a wonderful one but things always turn out the wrong way.
apparently some bitches in our school are so free yet again to spread untrue rumors again about me and my girlfriend on some sensitive issues.
i seriously don't know what the fuck are you bitches trying to prove or gain by doing all this.
trying to gain all the attention or fame you all are seeking?
well congratulations cause you just made more people hate you and once again you won the best bitch award.
worse part is after all the rubbish you have said you are trying to shrink the responsibility by pretending you don't know a single fucking thing and pushing to blame to other people and expecting others to trust you.
wow you from hollywood? come on la fucking bitch grow up and stop being so childish.
just because you can't stand your friend being close with somebody else you are doing all this fucking childish bullshit things just to jeopardize their relationship?
grow up la come on you are already secondary 4 and bloody hell 16 this year.
you think by doing all this people will like you and trust you?
you yourself is cheap enough and you are trying to make others as cheap as you?
come on la fuck off for goodness sake, carissa is already finding you a nuisance and there you are so fucking bloody thickskin clinging onto her all the fucking time.
bloody hell i didn't even disturb you or mess with you for the whole fucking 4 years and there you are trying to screw up me and my girlfriend's life.
you want to play i can play with you, don't come up with any fucking childish stories and expect people to trust you to cover up for your pathetic lies.
so why don't you go and look in the mirror and fuck yourself motherfucker whoreface bitch _|_

2009-08-03T13:49:00.002+08:00

happy 16th birthday to both me and joel :D
jarrold,joel,kienkiat,jeydee,eugene,yihui,junqing,minxuan and dear came over to my house at 12 to give me a birthday surprise hahah.
thank you very much everyone! everyone tonned at my house except for dear cause she can't =/
well i sent her home after cutting the cake and cabbed home.
mahjong and mahjong and mahjong throughout the night and all of them knocked out at 2pm.
dear and steph then meet up and came over to my house at around 1pm and their surprise plan failed xD
my grandma cooked a feast for all my friends and bet they all love the delicious food :D
they stayed until 6pm and all of them went home.
after they went its my turn to be knocked out hahah.
thanks everyone for the birthday wishes,surprises and i enjoyed my birthday!

2009-07-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

happy belated 15th birthday to siyunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn hahaha!
finally 15 liao must grow up okayyyy don't keep tsktsktsk at small things la xD
okok i was just joking~ winkswinks*
teehee covers mouth* LOLOL

and also happy 16th birthday to xueliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
hahah 16 liao must grow up don't so childish anymore xD
suaning lose me jiu admit don't keep deny deny la hahah!

in a few more days prelims will be over and we will be closer to O levels le.
will have to work hard for it and get good grades hahah.
how i wish we could graduate asap hahah :D

2009-07-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

went to alfreda's birthday bbq at east coast with brothers yesterday.
food was nice and her friends were very funny and cute xD
tonned until this morning and went home at 9am
went to marina square to celebrate jeydee's birthday althought we were all very tired hahah.
watched Ice Age 3 3D and the effect wasn't that great afterall =/
maybe due to our seats that caused all this hahah.
anyway happy 16th birthday jeydee!
hahah hope you stay shuai, hong, cute and fat forever xD
hope you do well for o's this year and get into a poly/jc with alot alot of chio bu for you to hong xD

2009-06-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with dear to causeway and watched Threads Of Destiny :D
went to lot one to find her as she was there with ad while waiting for me.
almost every cinema was crowded with people =/ i guess they are there because of transformers ba.
but actually main motive is megan fox right ^^ i know i know great minds think alike XD
don't kill me dear =X hahah the movie's plot was predictable but it was also touching too.
as usual there was people crying for what i don't know =.= but dear didnt cry and i was shocked xD
today is the last day of holidays le... so sad =/ school is reopening tomorrow and don't think can use the com as often le ba.
but good thing is i can get to see my friends and dear more often le! hahah
cannot have long hours of sleep anymore and have to wake up early in the morning le =/
hope everyone enjoys their first day of school ba :D

2009-06-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

ok due to popular demand i shall update my blog xD
i know its damn dead cause its as simple as this, my holidays are boring =/
firstly have to wish josanathan happy belated 16th birthday.
finally 16 le hor must be more mature can? always doing stupid stunts making people laughing at you XD
you not shy we also shy for you la hahah!
so yesterday went out to kbox with bfam and dear at marina square.
its been awhile since all of us can go out and have fun together and it was a really fun day yesterday.
pity kbox staffs as they have to clean up the mess created by crazy joselin =/
after that slacked around and jolene had to went off first don't know due to what reason?
had dinner at mac and went home after that.
sent dear home and met brothers at pending as they just sent joselin home.
they wanted to ton and lan so we went to ten mile lan to play dota and then left 4 dead =D
joel was so high! over l4d and he was super interested in that game now hahah.
finished playing went over to jarrold house to watch yesman and cook instant noodles to eat.
after that went to sleep at around 5 as everyone was already knocked out hahah.
thanks bfam and dear for such an interesting and fun day yesterday! really enjoyed it hahah.

2009-05-31T23:10:00.002+08:00

ok here's a short one
haha good luck for o levels tomorrow everyone!
do it once and do it well so we can concentrate on other subjects =D
hope everyone will do well and get good grades for tomorrow's paper!
ok i am off to sleep now, bye everyone!
大家加油！！！

2009-05-25T23:03:00.001+08:00

hahah managed to come across a lame and stupid video where it talks about how rihanna got beaten up by chris brown.
super crappy and funny i rate it 5/5 (x

2009-05-24T03:02:00.002+08:00

Firstly Happy 16th Birthday to dear! hahah i know this post is a bit late but its not my fault ok?
stupid computer's lan port spoiled for no reason during last last friday so cant get to use the internet...
have to send it for repair when my bro is free so he can fetch me down to sim lim to get it repaired.
chinese mock exam was boring but i have to say we improved alot once mdm liu yang came back to teach us =D
it was quite a busy and tiring week for me cause i have to ensure dear had a very wonderful and happy 16th birthday.
i managed to do it and i am so happy that she is so happy (x
in another week's time it will be our chinese o levels.
quite nervous and scared but will study hard for it and hope i can get an A so i need not retake the paper again.
shall end post here as i got nothing much to post.
will post once my com is fixed again hahah.

2009-05-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU, JACK :D

sorry dear, I don't know what to post for you.
):

Hehe.

2009-05-07T19:50:00.002+08:00

seriously i don't fucking understand what's on people's mind nowadays.
can't you all just mind your own fucking business and do your own bloody things instead of gossiping around and spreading rumors?
don't you feel ashamed at yourselves?
what the fuck do you really gain from doing all this? attention? fame?
or just for doing it cause your nature is just a bitch?
you enjoy seeing people quarrel and being unhappy cause of your senseless comments?
well if that's the case congratulations you have just won for yourself the best bitch in the world award.
you know who you are jolly well and if you are reading this i wish to tell you this.
please fucking grow up and stop being so childish.
you are old enough to watch what you say and your own fucking actions.

2009-05-01T18:13:00.003+08:00

at a blink of an eye its been 4 years of my secondary school life.
time really flies and its incredible at how fast it past as you grow up.
wednesday was the last day of cca for the sec 4s and 5s.
didnt managed to have much fun with everyone as the attendance was bad that day.
had 3 straight hours of geography after that from 6-9 and i was falling asleep for the first few minutes =/
yesterday was our school's syf showcase at nanyang girls school and met up bfam at bp plaza's mos burger.
reached there and was impressed by all of our school's performing arts and they really deserve the awards they are getting or maybe better hahah.
plus our school's drama did very well and their performance was really superb! many of us were impressed hahah.
after that fishball wong, jolene and dear came to join us for supper at bukit timah.
jq sent yihui home and i sent dear home as it was getting quite late.
after sending dear home met jq at zhenghua cc and we cabbed back to timah to find jarrold they all to play pool.
joselin and jolene went home as it was getting late and they wouldn't like playing pool or lan with us as it is guys stuff.
eugene and kiat joined us after that and its been quite a long time since we last went out together as a group and enjoyed ourselves so much.
went to ten mile and played lan together after that and everyone was really enjoying themselves =D
played until 5 plus and went to jarrold's house to ton for the day while eugene went home.
yesterday was a very special and happy day for most of the people especially me =DDDDDDD
i am proud to announce that carissa is officially my girlfriend now!!! =)
sorry to made you wait so long and i promise i will love you with all i got =)
thanks for making my day such a wonderful and happy one yesterday hehe.
i love you dear =)

2009-04-20T00:45:00.002+08:00

hahah yesterday went out with brothers to town as that joker harrold wanted to use his $20 billabong voucher that dajie gave as a birthday present.
its been awhile since we last spent time together as a group due to many many things that is happening in our own personal lives.
as usual harrold didn't disappoint us as he was always the joke of the day as he mispronounce many many words =.=
heerens he say as herins, cute right?
asked him why want to purposely go to town then can use his voucher and he said "the things there nicer mah ^^"
suddenly joel got this urge to play basketball partly cause i said dear was playing basketball with her family members at segar.
so we went to taka to buy some finger foods and went to take bus.
jeydee,edward james and harrold went home 1st to change while i went to mr stephanie's house to change.
mr stephanie suggest that we cab down to fajar lrt as i shouldn't let dear wait for me too long.
reached there and those bastards were still playing dota at home =/
walked around with mr stephanie while waiting for them before we went for basketball.
was quite a pity that i didn't got the chance to play with dear... sad face.
but nvm at least i got to see her and she came down to find me after we played finish.
sent her home as she couldn't stay out late plus brothers wanted to eat supper at zhenghua cc's foodcourt.
she's so happy that i have to hold her hand and cross the road while sending her home.
hope that we brothers can have more time for each other and still share our problems with each other =D
thanks brothers and dear for such a short and meaningful day heheh.

dear i posted le hor stop saying i am lazy and dun scold me (x

2009-04-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

well school was ok as usual today. didnt have ting xie as our chinese teacher was absent from school.
relief teacher came in and class was in chaos as usual, people doing their own things and a lot of noise were created by us hahah.
its inevitable as we are 4/4 hahah, wonderful noise producer class.
cca was quite fun today as the intensity got harder and we ran quite a lot today.
also get to play some games together as a team and guess everyone really enjoyed themselves today hahah.
besides the sun being so strong and the scary weather today everything else was fine =)
and as usual after every training my whole jersey was wet and covered in my sweat =.=
went to geography after that and managed to learn quite a lot of things.
it ended at 7pm and i went off to find my carissa dear (: at the canteen.
helped her carry her stone shoebag and uniform as it was really heavy and it aches me to see her carrying it hehe.
sent her home as usual and she was so sweet to buy strepsils for me knowing that i was still having a bit of cough.
heheh thanks alot dear =)
cherishing every single second spent with you and as days goes by i am beginning to love you more and more =)

2009-03-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

managed to turn up every single day for school this week.
very proud of myself and i shall keep up this standard and good attendance of mine.
this week kinda sucked for me cause i didn't get to see carissa much due to her upcoming competition on saturday =/
now have to be more hardworking and kick away my lazy habit of not doing homework.
i also cut down the usage of computer this week hahah.
surprising right? but its true and the jack now is going to study hard and get good results for mid year exams.
shall update when i have got more things to post about ba hahah.

its finally over between us. guess we won't even talk to each other now ba.
time to really move on and put down everything.
good luck to both of you and take good care of yourself.
goodbye.

2009-03-16T04:23:00.002+08:00

my results sucks and really regretted for not attending school regularly..
holidays are starting and i only need to go back to school for 3 days while most people need to turn up almost every day.
its just a week and teachers are making the student's schedule so packed.
really pity those people that have to turn up everyday in school during march holidays.
but no choice as its secondary 4 year and o levels are coming very soon.
have been helping out my uncle at his shop once again to earn my own pocket money.
lets hope after march holidays i can really manage my time well and attend school regularly.
have been raining recently and its quite a nice weather for me to rest hahah.
hope during holidays will be able to meet carissa and hope there is a day that we can go out =D.
after reading your post i was worried... i really wish i could be the one facing all these problems with you but thats the past... i should really let go and move on... take care of yourself please...

2009-03-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

well went to eugene's chalet with brothers and jolene on wednesday.
walked there after meeting them at jurong east and bbq our dinner.
after eating went to KTV as eugene's family booked it for us to have fun.
esther came in at around 12 to give him a surprise and eugene was fucking shocked and happy hahah.
after that went to play bball and after eugene somehow sprained his ankle we all stopped and went in the chalet to mahjong until 5.
didnt slept a wink at all and went straight to sports day.
did badly for 4x100 relay cause of a bad start by me.
was super high for my 10x200m cause of something i did hahah.
today was super tired in school but managed to survive throughout the whole day enduring the lessons.
carissa is still not feeling well so decided to take her homework and pass it to her after my captain ball competition.
she seemed to be in a better shape already and will be returning to school hahah.
her mother was sitting in the living room and looking directly at me and i quickly went away after passing her the homework.
her conversation with her mother was so funny and cute after that xD.
all your messages set me thinking... thinking so hard that sometimes i will lose myself staring at your blog for minutes just because of the pictures and things you post... i seriously have no fucking idea why must you why why why in the fucking world must YOU do all this to me?! after i finally managed to forget you... you've changed... so much that i don't even recognize you anymore... its my fault for not cherishing you back then... leading to everything that is happening now... after 25th everything will be over between you and me...

2009-03-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

going off to eugene chalet now to ton with brothers hahah.
will be having sports day tomorrow and hope we can do well for our respective relays.
carissa is having fever cause of her stubbornness yesterday...
hope you get well soon and will be able to turn up for sports day tomorrow ok?

2009-03-09T20:01:00.003+08:00

hahah yesterday was jia xian's 16th birthday and we went to kallang to help her celebrate.
didnt know how to get to the kallang leisure park so decided to cab there hahah.
went to ate at pastamania and went to arcade to play around hahah.
while waiting for our turn to be bowling we walked around kallang leisure park and explored the place a bit.
after bowling we went back to westmall's swensens to eat cause jia xian wanted to do so hahah.
we ordered our food and after we ate finish kien kiat wanted to give her a surprise by bringing in the ice cream cake himself.
hahah after jia xian blowed out the candles we asked kien kiat to kissed her while we took a picture xD

hahah very sweet right xD
anyway happy 16th birthday jiaxian and wish kien kiat can last long with her =D

2009-03-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

heats was postponed to tomorrow again and it was a last minute decision =.=
did not went for training today as we were doing our nyaa booklet at the canteen.
mr liew came over and told 7 of us to go and play netball friendly with the B division girls.
we started off losing as we did not know most of the rules but managed to winning them back xD.
soccer was postponed due to lightning warning again today and think the other schools will have to make another trip back ba hahah.
3 months had passed and time really flies. another 3 more months will have to say hi to our 1st o level paper which is the mother tongue.
soon it will be march holidays and although its only a week but its enough rest for me hahah.
recently there are a lot of people's birthday and guess will be damn broke buying presents and celebrating their birthday ba.
Firstly will be jia xian, eugene, kien kiat and zheng kai.
guess i will be as broke as eugene is ba XD hahah
will be studying hard for all the upcoming tests =D
shall post when i have more things to say hahaha.
my heart still aches when i see the both of you... how i wish my tears could just fall down from my stubborn and dry eyes... i can only blame myself for not cherishing you back then resulting in everything that's happening today... 25th shall mark the end of us... forever...

2009-02-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

today was sports heats and it rained again after most of the field and track events.
and sports heats was postponed again to monday. sad for those people who just warmed up but didn't got the chance to run as it rained.
waited until 5.20 and mr liew said sports heats was postponed and went to take bus back to school with jarrold.
had a nice talk with jarrold as 307 was very empty after a few stops and alighted back at school.
went to canteen to do some homework with jarrold while waiting for carissa to end her cca.
took 190 to senja and waited for 922 at the bus stop there as it was raining.
the bus took very long to come and as i was bored i was looking around and suddenly saw a rainbow!
surprisingly it was carissa's first time seeing a rainbow and also my first time seeing a rainbow with a girl =D
it was a simple day but it was meaningful enough for me and it has been a long time since i was so happy before =D
thanks alot girl for making this day such a happy one for the both of us =D
Carissa!Carissa!Carissa!Carissa!Carissa!

2009-02-22T00:03:00.004+08:00

today went to eat tze char at batok with jarrold, edward james, jeydee and joel.
after that went to watch Outlander with them and jeremy,wei jie, jordan,ka sheng and wei jiet
it was a NC-16 show but we still managed to buy the tickets and went in.
it was quite a bloody show as there were many bloody scenes and alot of corpses shown.
there were like 10 of us that went in to the theatre hahah and 1st time so many people go there watch movie together.
still have lots of homework undone and will be going to study with jarrold they all at lot1 tomorrow.
hope that i will not use the computer so often now and focus more on my studies.
after tomorrow i receive your present it will be the end of us yeah..? wish that you will be happier without me... for the last time i wish to say i love you... good bye.

2009-02-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

today went out with peter,yihui,jarrold,xueli and jeydee to marina square.
was late again cause alarm didn't went off and woke up late.
met up at lot one and took bus to marina square.
bought movie tickets for New In Town and went to slack around at marina square.
went to bought some drinks at the food court and chatted there.
after that went to the arcade and played house of dead with jarrold.
it was a fun game but we both too noob liao den die at 1st stage hahah.
den went to play ghost squad with him and i was practically owned by him =.=
fucker one I 1st round only get 6k points den he got 20k liao zzz
hahah it was a fun game also la den went to fox cause jarrold wanted to buy a jacket as he was cold.
went in and watch the show and it was quite a nice and humorous show =D really worth watching.
it was a very coupleful day today as we kept seeing presents on girls hands and couples hahah.
after the movie we went to suntec to walk around and eventually got no places to got so we went home hahah.
anyway happy valentines day to everyone =D
guess it really is all over for you and me... really don't know why things have to turn out this way... just hope that i can be strong and quickly get over you... guess i deserve all this after all... its retirbution for me... i can only blame myself for not cherishing you back then...
good bye...

2009-02-07T22:14:00.003+08:00

well we lost our match against nan hua high. score was 55-37
it was quite sad as it spells the end for our bball season for our secondary school.
we failed to get into 2nd round and indeed it was a disappointment for everyone of us.
its okay guys don't be sad. its not our fault. we gave it our best and did our best =D
it was the last year for the sec 4 and 5 representing the school.
but like mr liew said we can still pass on our knowledge to our juniors and teach them all we know.
hope they can really achieve results for our school in the future.
well we can still continue playing basketball outside together and continue our bball career haha.
today went out with jarr, jeydee, and joel to fareast for joselin's roadshow performance.
after that met up with xueli and yihui as they went there to shop and walked walked around there together.
too bad peter cannot come out with us =/ hahah if not will be more fun xD
went to eat kfc cause xueli said she was very hungry hahah but yihui didnt cause she dun like fastfood.
went to cineleisure to watch bride wars again =.= cause they wanted to watch hahah.
it was a nice movie and it really was worth watching hahah =D
have to do my overdue homework over the weekend and finish my dnt work hahah =D
it hurts when i saw what you wrote on your blog... you change sure fast... stupid me...

2009-02-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

well we lost to westwood sec although it was really a close game?
hahah i did regretted as i did not have the courage to shoot much when i got chance to.
score was 31-37.
well its a team effort that really decides whether we can win or lose.
after all basketball is a team game and we need to depend on each other to win or lose the game.
its ok cause we still have one last match to really decides whether we can get into 2nd round or not.
its against nan hua high and we have to not only win but also win by points.
hopefully everyone can bring their A game and have their injuries healed up asap.
congrats to joselin for making into the final 8 and jiayous for all your competition ok? hahah
happy birthday to you... i will not bother you anymore... goodbye...

2009-01-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

holidays are finally over? its considered short for me... only 2 days of holidays for cny i still want more can? hahah
this year's cny wasn't that enjoyable for me i guess? maybe is cause i have grown up and never talked much to relatives ba.
went back to see ah ma at batok today with my mother and brothers.
its been a long time since i last saw her and felt relieved as she was still strong and healthy
ate and chatted awhile before we head back to my house and quite a lot of relatives came
watched ye wen on dvd and it was a really nice show hahah
all the fighting scenes were just so nice and perfect and it suits me totally hahah
after that went straight to sleep as school is reopening tomorrow... which sucks totally
well only good thing about tomorrow is the dressing down and cca hahah
will post more when i have the time bye =D
dunno why i still think of you so much... nvm... guess its only hate that you are having for me now... i have never felt so helpless and lonely before... how i wish you could come back to me...

2009-01-25T22:06:00.003+08:00

well yesterday was quite a busy day for me i guess? hahah
slept at 4 plus but woke up at 11 plus which made me damn tired...
went out at 1 and met up with eunice, sebastian and jordan hahah
went to vivo to celebrate eunice's birthday in advance as nobody could make it on chu xi =D
watched wedding game with them and it was quite a nice show hahah
went to jp as eunice suggested so and jordan wanted to check out his thing at the action city there
alfreda called me and said she wanted to meet me so stayed at jp until she came
after that eunice they all went home as all didn't wanted to eat there due to lack of $$$ hahah
so i went to find alfreda and watched bride wars with her
was quite a nice movie too and went to eat mos burgers after that
slept late but woke up early today again @.@
played assassin's creed as well as call of duty and had my reniuon lunch as my mother had to go and help out my uncle again today =/
well had steamboat and i really ate lots of abalone =D
hope everyone enjoyed their reniuon dinner with their family members and hope that i can get lots of ang bao!!! hahah

2009-01-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

congrats to the team for winning against NUS high 50-37.
upcoming match is against westwood sec so will play my very best if i got the chance.
Chinese new year is coming so happy Chinese new year to everyone.
can get to enjoy good food and take nice nice ang bao money hahah.
after so many things had happened I had made up my mind.
dwelling and clinging onto the past is no use as people do change overtime.
anyway life is like this, there are full of unpredictable obstacles and surprises everytime.
well forget about the unhappy past and move on to welcome a new future.
hope everyone enjoys their chinese new year =D

dunno why i still think of you and even dreamed of you... well guess nothing matters now... i am nothing to you anymore...

2009-01-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

lost the 1st match against commonwealth 48-28.
not sure why we lost the match also cause we really can win it.
not sure what is wrong with everyone in the team.
was really pissed off that we lost but its the past already.
for the next 3 matches i will give my very best to win and get into 2nd round with everyone else.
hopefully as far as possible as its our last year representing the school.
will train harder and improve for this team.

2009-01-02T06:14:00.004+08:00

surprisingly it was suppose to be a happy day today for everyone including me myself.
something happened again and it totally killed my mood...
I feel both happy and sad at the same time that you made such a decision as the person might not be me but as long as you are happy... I don't mind sacrificing my happiness for it...
up till now I still realised that you are still very important to me but whats the point in dwelling and still living in the past now that you have chosen to leave me...?
sometimes you really made me hate you yet love you very deeply at the same time...
what a fool I am to keep clinging on to you huh others might be thinking.
maybe you are my 1st and deepest love...? we experienced too many things together even though we are at a young age...
whats the point of regretting now that I didn't cherish you in the past...
guess all I have left to say to you is to wish you good luck with him and hope you all will last long...
forget about the past and welcome you new future and happiness with him...
thanks for being there with me all this while...

now that you are gone in my life...
i dun tink i can really fall in love anymore...
or maybe i guess it will have to be a very long time to really get over you...
i really did enjoy the times when i was always with you even though we are always quarreling...
i just wish you to be happy for the rest of your life and just forget about me...
i dunno why am i dropping tears at the same time i am posting...
once you read this i guess you will not need to care about me anymore...
i just wish to let you know that i love you... there will always be a place for you in my heart...
and that place is irreplaceable...

2009-01-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

happy new year to everyone out there =D
new year eve was spent with dear although it wasn't how it was planned to be as things just keep getting in our way but its still good to see her after so long and thanks for allowing me to spend such a important day of ours together.
went to jurong point 1st as she wanted to buy her necklace from 77th street.
but she went to fox and bought 2 tee shirts for herself 1st hahah
was planning to go vivo after that but on the second thought vivo must be damn crowded with people as they might be counting down.
well we hate crowds so decided to go back to our old place westmall =D
its been a while since we last went there and nothing really changed much.
watched the spirit and it turns out to be a quite disappointing and retarded show =.=
totally different from what i might be expecting zzz
after that went to burger king to eat and was planning to catch another show but something happened so didn't have the chance to and dear decided to go home.
sent her home and went back to westmall to find joel,jarrold,kien kiat and jeydee
wanted to watch yesman but there wasn't any available timeslots so went out of westmall and talked and crapped on the way hahah.
after that went to jeremy house to ton with them and they sure enjoyed themselves especially joel as he was so high playing the ps2 hahah.
well guess that was the best day of my holidays as school will be reopening tomorrow.
wonder what surprises will be holding for us tomorrow hahah.
as for my new year resolution I've decided to study hard and stop playing so much.
ok I know you people will be laughing now as you all might think "jack study?! not possible at all one la he this type of pattern"
well lets hope I really can do it and get good grades for my O levels and I meant every word I said. hahah thats all I got to say. bye people! hahah

2008-12-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

today went back for training and it was raining at around 7 but luckily it stopped at around 7.30
training was ok today but dunno why i was exhausted easily.
maybe due to the fact i haven trained for a long period of time ba.
after training went to coffee shop to eat with joel, de wei and yan ming.
went to buy bubble tea and coincidentally saw stephanie.
both steph n joel were shy and never really talked much =.=
walked to lot one with joel and chatted along the way.
he told me something that really broke my heart when i got to know it.
the person whom I have trusted so much actually did such a thing behind my back...
i seriously dunno what to do about it... I just dunno why the hell can i afford to make so much sacrifices just for the sake of you and you just dun really give a fucking damn about it...
I just seem so transparent in your life and you are always caring about others much more den i do...
I am seriously tired of all this... if you wished that I fuck off from your life just tell me.
I assure you that I won't every fucking bother you anymore...

2008-12-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting after about my taiwan trip cause i still haven managed to get the pictures from my uncle.
wasn't really in the mood cause my trip wasn't really a wonderful one.
was sick during the trip and was having diarrhea,fever and was vomiting also.
guess it happened cause i didnt drink enough water and kept eating fried food ba.
was having quarrels with my little brother also and it just spoiled my mood as i wasn't feeling well during the whole trip too.
but taiwan was really a very nice place and the weather is so nice hahah.
its like 24/7 aircon over there on the streets and food over there are damn nice but too bad i cannot try most of it due to my sickness =/
came back on tuesday and mood wasn't getting any better instead it got worse...
sometimes it really made me wonder why can everyone else be so happy and trouble free when they are having relationships.
both parties are always willing to make sacrifices for each other but these wonderful things just never seem to happen to me...
both christmas eve and christmas are boring days as i planned to spent them with you but things just didnt went my way...
just hope that you will still remember those upcoming dates for our outing...
but if you choose to forget it again or replace it with something else guess its really not meant to be...

2008-12-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

will be going to taiwan in about 4 hours time? hahah
its my 1st time taking a plane! hahah can you believe it?
LoL both happy and sad cause i will be missing dear very much?
but happy thing was i went to meet her after her taekwondo yesterday night.
hahah went to eat mac with her at fajar cause she said she wanted to eat fries hahah.
what a pig =X so i bought mcnuggets meal n shared with her.
after that sent her home and was quite unwillingly to leave cause i really do miss her =/
still missing her alot even though i just met her yesterday.
will be going for a 5day 4night trip so i will be back by Wednesday hahah.
dear please do take care of yourself this few days ok?
hope you are free to go out with me one day after i come back from my trip =D
will post once i get back hahah.

2008-12-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to jp with jarrold they all and alfreda cause she said she haven't see them for a long time.
wow the new jp is seriously huge? and it has a hybrid of bugis and town shops.
so i guess more teenagers will hang out there nowadays?
i also managed to see 2 of my primary school friends and one of them was my gan mei hahah.
i walked pass her and i was looking at her but her face expression was like "why is that guy keep on staring at me la"
so i decided to look away and told joel about it and surprisingly she managed to heard that and complained to me on msn when i reached home hahah.
it was sad cause saturday was my last day working at taka pepper lunch.
will miss my friends over there de hope they miss me too xD hahah.
will be going over to imm's pepper lunch and working until jp's new pepper lunch open den i go over there and stay permenantly.
and i dunno why jeydee and joel cannot work also zzz. fucking management says want to fire them cause of bad performance n poor attendance?
now become i am the one working alone... sian.
have been missing trainings recently cause of com addiction and sleeping late...
been real guilty about tis as there isn't much trainings left le.
will be going over to taiwan for 5 days tis wednesday.
so hope to be able to go out with veronica n hopefully she is free for me...
its been almost an month since i last saw her...
most of out planned outings were screwed up cause of somethings...
maybe its not really meant to be? i seriously hope not...
just wish that you can really just be free for even just one day for me.

2008-12-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

finally got a new com for myself today at sim lim.
spent 1k on it after the gst charges.
was unable to go out with dear today cause she suddenly had a fever =/
still so stubborn dun wan go see doctor.
wan pei her also dun wan say wat take medicine will recover.
if really so easy this world still need so many doctors for wat idiot.
sigh. just hope that u can go and see a doctor soon and recover quickly.
and stop being so stubborn ok. health is always more important den anything.

2008-11-27T03:54:00.002+08:00

its been a month since i last posted.
did not really the time as i was busy working and did not have a com at home so cant really post. have rather been down on my luck recently as many things isnt really going well for me...
lost the friendly match against teck whye sec and i did not played well...
was very disappointed in myself too.
didnt noe wat the fuck was i tinking n doing recently also..
den i lost my brother's psp during work at pepper lunch.
dunno which fucker so poor go and steal it.
its been days and i dun tink i will have any chance of getting it back.
wasn't really in a good mood due to somethings too...
dun tink i will be able to get a com soon cause will be moving house next year again and my dad says he will get one for me when we move house...
i realised also loving someone is easy but wanting the person to love u again its just hard...
even though u can do alot for that person and sacrifice so much for her you will not necessary win her heart...
whats worse is your so called good friend whom u noe for so many years and are together in the same cca liked the same person as you...
that girl liked your fren at the same time and for you she is just uncertain of her feelings...
i just dunno why sometimes one can sacrifice so much for one person hoping just for her to be happy and love him back in return but its just so hard...
sometimes i wished that i could just be a normal student who only noes how to study and get good grades...
rather den spending my time on all tis...
although i m not a patient person but i will still wait for your answer...

~~4 5683 968~~

2008-10-25T15:00:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over and its finally a relieve for us hahah.
have been helping out at my uncle's store and managed to earn some savings.
well after much quarreling n arguments with dear i managed to understand her more den be4.
she made me realized how much she loved me and trusted me.
after all that we have gone through i have decided not to doubt her anymore =D
although its going to be a long wait but i dun mind as its an exchange for eternal happiness haha.
ytd was bfam outing and finally all of the bfam are able to go out together.
watched the coffin and it was quite a boring show.. although i was not watching much of it.
didnt managed to catch the storyline and dunno wat it was talking about at all =.=
well there is still a week of bridging program n basketball training and still nid go back to sch
tink will be working most of the time when i m free ba haha to earn some money for myself =D
will be posting when i have the time again haha

2008-10-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

well exams are finally over and its a very good news to everyone =.=
now jus hope my results aren't so bad so i won retain...
jus hope i can get promoted and i can work hard during sec 4 days
thursday and friday was marking days so we nid not report to school except for those ppl who had aem with republic poly LoL
heard it was a boring course and the hours are so long... =.=
and they haf to go back sch during holidays just for tt course hahah all sports rep kana xD
well went to tinghui's bday buffet ytd with wj,jordan n jeremy
went there till 8 plus and went to play basketball with my brother n cousin
lol my brother long time nvr play his ball handling still so gay =.=
hope i can faster get a new com so i can stay at house and play hahah
well guess holidays haf to go help out at my relative's shop and can also earn some pocket money for myself hahah
school will be reopening tomorrow so hope everyone can get good marks =D

2008-10-04T11:06:00.002+08:00

well so far all the papers i have done only worry about my maths =/
tink i did badly for tt paper as my maths suck and i didnt study for it.
jus hope exams can be over quickly and holidays will come
still not in the exams mood now =.= although i still got few papers left.
not sure why just cant study well for exams =.=
but will still try my best to study for it from now on.
nid to study hard for dnt as the theory paper is very hard and i dun wan to fail tt subject =.=
also haf to memorize hard for geography... zzz which is a troublesome thing to do
cause my memory sucks when it comes to studies.
jus hope i will get passable grades for all subjects and get promoted.
and also wish everyone good luck in their studies n also in getting good grades for this exam.

2008-09-19T22:40:00.004+08:00

hmm school have been quite stressful recently cause of self-study daily and extra lessons.
and today mrs ong came to relief us as ms tan was absent for school.
i missed her teaching =.= and it was so zai cause she covered part of the topic in jus 5mins =.=
while ms tan took few lessons teaching and we were still damn blur hahah.
exams starting next thursday... and i dun tink i will do well in it =/
spent the afternoon doing maths with veronica teaching me hahah.
ke lian her lor haf to teach someone like me =P
i tink she nearly vomit blood and more wrinkles n white hair will grow ba heheh
just hope tat i will do well in my exams and get promoted.

~~loving you was never so hard...~~

2008-09-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

recently me n my pri sch frenz are having an dota fever hahah
we came up with a clan name after much discussion.
we are planning to train hard and join the dota competition hahah
didnt noe drafting was quite difficult until now.
and congrats to our team for winning our first official draft match with ppl from zion.
we will continue to work hard and participate in the competition =D
sian-ed exams are coming in another 2 more weeks... starting in the 25th.
i still haven started my revision.... haf to start studying liao.
lol quite alot of ppl are at the at risk list including me myself.
so in order not to be retained i die die haf to do well in the end of year exams =.=
haf to force myself to study liao zzz.

2008-08-24T13:26:00.002+08:00

Hello =D

ytd played maple till 4am
wonder why I'm still such a kid sometimes xD
but can't blame me, Im just a little boy . LOL

been crazy over basketball these few days,
dono why but I strive to do better (:
hahah

been playing dota also,
damn pissed la. zzz .
don't want to talk about it . lol -.-
(HAHA)

I think I'm gonna go sleep and eat soon and sleep and eat again,
since I admit i'm such a pig. and yes i am (:

PS/ not me who posted, but Im very very grateful to the person who posted for me :D

2008-08-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

sian-ed phone bills can only be settled next month...
still haf to keep on waiting den can use my phone =.=
yesterday went to cc with joel and tingwei to play basketball and ppl from zhenghua sec came.
there was a guy who can pull the rim and he was almost the height of joel o.o
gonna train hard for basketball and play well next year.
and i heard from ppl tt my brother used to shoot 3 points and the ball will not hit the rim at all.
which means its a purely silent ball. didnt noe he was so gay in the past =/
aspire to train hard and become like him or even better =D

2008-08-11T17:23:00.002+08:00

wow its been quite a long time since i posted and tis week has been a relaxing one.
came back from camp and didnt really study much on thursday and friday was national day celebration hahah.
after tt went to suntec convention hall with jeremy they all to see the asian wcg games.
got to see the top teams play and it was so nice =D
after tt ton at jeremy hse with jordan and crapped the whole night although i slept the earliest =P
den went home and went to lan with jarrold they all hahah.
and we actually spent national day at a lan shop hahah.
sunday went to peninsula with big brother and little brother together with jordan and my bro's fren.
after tt met up with jeremy and wjt cause they were at suntec watching wcg again =.=
den went to far east cause jordan wanted to buy skinnys from zeniz =.=
after tt i went to ton at jeremy hse again and played dota with wj they all =.=
recently my dota last hit and deny are quite accurate for most heros i also dunno why =.=
and farming skills also became faster den usual =D
now haf to study hard for end of year le coming so soon =.=
and obs is coming soon at september liao after tt end of year exams will start le T.T
LoL and hope kk bro will not quarrel with nini and stay happy n loving =D

2008-08-03T15:06:00.002+08:00

hahah I am finally 15! was very happy caused i spent the day going out and watching X files with veronica.
it was quite a lame movie and after all its jus about a head transplant =.=
after tt went to dijon hse to ton with brothers hahah.
woke up tis morning had breakfast and went to timah to play lan LoL
later going back home with jeremy they all to eat n celebrate at my hse hahah
still nid pack bag to go camp and go for health check up cause of OBS
anyway happy 15th birthday to Joel and me and we are finally 15 hahah xD

2008-07-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

hahah family day carnival coming soon so sian... still haven decided on setting up wat stall.
LoL recently life had been quite smooth for me and nth much happen la hahah.
was so happy cause mdm aliza said tt ms maz told her I had very much improvement compared to last year hahah.
recently alot of ppl's birthday coming and was quite broke hahah
still owe some ppl present and will buy once i got the money hahah.
and my basketball skills are somehow getting better and better hahah was so happy LoL.
so sad that mr jason lim had to go back to NIE and friday was his last day.
wonder when will we get to change a new coach cause the current coach sucks so badly =/
camp is also coming soon so haf to start packing the things and getting ready for camp hahah.

2008-07-13T02:20:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last posted lol...
recently watched 2 movies hellboy and red cliff.
both are not bad movies and red cliff was nice hahah
school was ok so far although I still ponned school =/
was able to cope with my studies n homework so far...
having some problems recently too...
dunno why it happenned but guess its fated afterall...
didnt went back to lianhua and sorry to miss woo cause she is leaving the school already.
and happy belated 15th birthday to jeydee and so sorry i didnt turn up in school during friday to celebrate with u hahah.
nth much to post already.. shall end post here =)

2008-06-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

hahah jus played basketball with my frenz at my old hometown bukit batok
not bad la hahah today got form and still played well la hahah.
and surprisingly I still managed to touch the board when I jumped hahah so happy xD
despite slacking so much at home and luckily my fitness didnt dropped much.
been working at my mother's mini mart and have been coming in contact with bangalas so much =.=
cause the shop is located near the places where they live and its just so sian hahah.
its the third week of holidays liao and I didnt really went out =.=
days spent is either slacking at home or tonning at jeremy's hse
b fam n asses chalet coming soon on tuesday liao hahah.
hope to haf a good time with you guys hahah.
been missing out lots of good shows cause either is tio pangseh or I not free to go =.=
hope the busy person can faster be free so we can go out together...

2008-06-02T17:29:00.004+08:00

LoL was sabotaged by jielin so decided to do this survey.
List down 20 people's name you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you named the 20 names.
At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this .
1 . Veronica
2 . Joel
3 . Jarrold
4 . KienKiat
5 . Eugene
6 . Jeydee
7 . Alex Toh
8 . Raymond Toh
9 . Alfreda
10 . Joselin
11 . Joey
12 . Xiaohui
13 . Jordan Tan
14 . Jeremy Tan
15 . WeiJie
16 . WeiMing
17 . WeiJiet
18 . ZiHui
19 . Siyun
20 . Carissa
How did you meet 14 ? Through primary school.

What will you do if you dont meet 1 ? I won't know what true love is.

What if 9 & 20 dated ? LoL both are females how to date? unless lesbians? hahah

Will 6 & 17 date ? LoL no gays are allowed in singapore =)

Describe 3 . LoL still nid say meh SHUAI la ppl xiao cao leh xD

Is 8 attractive ? Yes and very man too haha.

Describe 7 . Very kind good and a caring big brother =)

Know any of 12's family's members ? Yes saw her father before hahah.

What will you do if 18 broke up ? Comfort him or intro better girls to him lor.

What language does 15 speak ? Gay language =D

Who is 9 going out with ? no one I guess?

How old is 16 ? 15

When was the last time you spoke to 13 ? Just a few hours ago at fren hse =.=

Who is 2 fave singer/band ? eh not sure leh hahah jus nice songs he will love.

Will you ever like 4 ? Unless all the girls die in this world xD

Will you ever date 1 ? Yes for sure.

Is 19 single ? Yes that xiao mei mei~ meow~ hahah.

What's 10s last name ? LoL Joselin Ng hahah.

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11 ? No she is my er sao liao hahah.

Whats the school of 3? Same as me.

Where do 6 live? Panjang.

Favourite things about 5. LoL soccer, playing psp, play dota and study? hahah

Ok, now sabotage 5people to do this survey.
-Veronica
-Alfreda
-Joselin
-Siyun
-Carissa

LoL finally finished the survey =.= hahah

2008-05-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

jus played bball with my primary sch frenz.
lol i deproved alot... sian lor disappointed in myself also hahah.
holidays still nid to go back school for extra lessons but also good la stay at home also sian.
com still not fully repaired yet so will not be able to online as often.
guess will nid to find time to go play basketball and brush up my skills liao.
and if you guys wish to find me or contact me jus call 64255702 as my handphone cannot be used now so guess will nid to wait for a long time den can use ba hahah.

2008-05-25T12:34:00.002+08:00

well holidays finally came and my wish was finally granted too.
been staying at jeremy's house since friday =.= cause too bored at home so decided to go his hse crap with him.
holidays doesn't seem like holidays to most of the people as we still have to go back to school for extra lessons.
well i dunno what the hell is wrong with me cause i m starting to feel sian of holidays alr =/
well i just hope i got more things to do during holidays so i won't die rotting at home hahah.
lol and my cabal finally a.master liao after 1 n a half days of boring punching =.=
cannot tahan to continue punching till g.master cause i noe it will be a waste of time so decided to chiong lvl den go train skill ba hahah.
and i would like to apologize to dumbdumb for saying those things to her...
just hope i won't lose a friend like her and hope she will be alright.
after june holidays will have to seriously stop playing liao and study hard like a nerd to prevent me from retaining n repeating sec 3 hahah

2008-05-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

exams finally ended. well results wasn't that good and i failed my overall percentage =/
computer was spoiled by me =.= and will not be online for quite a long time so people do not miss me too much xD
guess will have to spend most of my holidays going back to school =.=
nothing much to post cause mood was affected by my lousy results...
will have to work hard for next semester liao so will not be posting much but tags will still be replied as usual =)

2008-05-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

exams are still around the corner and for my school we get to end next wednesday.
while for most of the schools theirs is ending tis thursday.
my life now is kinda screwed up and i dun feel myself anymore...
guess will not be blogging recently until exams are over and totally free.

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2008-05-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

I love tis week very much cause there are actually 3 days including labour day to rest n slack.
labour day was suppose to go out with B fam but i didnt turn up cause i was tonning at jeremy hse.
ok so far all the papers were alright... but wonder how badly had i done for my maths.. =/
jus hope exams faster end and its holidays for me xD
been playing cabal tis few days at jeremy hse lol.
finally reach master and lvl 52 but sad thing is i do not have enough money to learn skills zzz
had been playing dota back cause there is tis urge in me =.=
1st match i played was terrible cause i fed alot and was really noob.
but the others games were fine cause i got back my dota skills hahah.
will be having english paper 1 tml hope will be a breeze for me.
currently lost interest in cabal maybe i played too much... =.=
hope to be g.master by the time i m lvl 70 xD

2008-04-27T17:18:00.002+08:00

didnt post for quite sometime already hahah.
was lazy la so cannot blame me xD
will be having my 1st paper which is social studies tomorrow.
still haven studied for it =/ gonna study later liao..
tink my exams will last for 2 weeks starting from tomorrow ba.
and the mid year tis time sucks cause we still have lessons after our papers...
recently phone cannot use cause didnt pay for the bills again...
and I haven been touching my cabal for quite sometime too..
wonder how is my character doing =( hahah.
hope exams faster over and june holidays will come liao hahah.
by then can go and work and also chiong my cabal le =)

2008-04-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

didnt went to school today cause i sprained my ankle yesterday while playing basketball..
kinda unlucky cause was enjoying but everyone had to stop cause of my injury.
was lucky cause it didnt swell or what and was quite a minor one.
have to rest till saturday and see whether it will recover or not..
cant enjoy basketball for some time..
thanks to wilson and yanming yesterday for training me on my ball handling and i somehow got back my feeling of ball handling.
well will continue to work hard together as a team with the sec 3 until we can successfully beat the sec 4 and 5 in a serious match =)

2008-04-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

yawns... as i grow older i become weaker and weaker =.=
today had napfa in school =.= total crap.
shuttle run:10.8=B
sit up:42=A
SBJ:221=B
sit and reach:43=A
inclined pull up:27=A
2.4 run:11+=B

1st year not getting full marks for my napfa =.= what a marvelous job i had done. zzz
recently had been damn tired for what reason i dunno.
guess mostly is due to school work and the long school hours. =.=
its totally unbearable as we can only leave school every day at 3.30pm the earliest as we normally have afternoon lessons in school =.=
i dunno whether i have become more lazy or is it that sec 3's life is meant to be this tiring..
and i am also very tired recently but just could not sleep for as long as i want..
and its just 2 more weeks to our chinese exam and after that week its our official mid year..
time flies seriously, its just like a month since sch reopen and mid year is coming soon.
and there is extra self study program going on =.=
was quite pissed at mr liew for organizing the self study program but after much thought it can really help ppl like me =.=
cause i noe i will never touch my books at home so i will not be able to revise and study for my exam.
while in school i can still study with my friends together and can also clarify our doubts once and for all.
also here to wish joel and laura a happy 3rd month anniversary hahah.
jiayou joel and dun screw up tml xD you noob ass hahah

2008-04-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last posted. yawns i must say i am damn lazy hahah.
recently much changes is going through in my life and i have no choice but to accept it.
well have to seriously change my attitude towards studies and get rid of my bad habit of not going to school.
did a lot of reflections yesterday while i was at home and i realized a lot of things.
shall not elaborate much on it and what i am going to do now is to eat more.
grow fatter so i can get the extra fats to build up my body xD and also grow taller.
cca wise will hope to become better as time passes.
studies will try not to kb teachers so much and listen to them.
will be taking my specs tomorrow after cca hahah.
congratulations to my 2nd brother for steading with Joey on o8/o4/o8 hahah.
and happy 1st year anniversary to Eugene and Stephanie as their anniversary is tomorrow hahah.
hope they can be as happy as they are now xD last long ok hahah.
thats all and i apologize for not updating so long =X

2008-04-02T18:03:00.002+08:00

sighs. sian-ed.. today didnt went to school cause of my itchy hand and stupid left eye =.=
woke up and rubbed my eye cause its itchy =.=
den after rubbing it turned red and painful zzz.
so didnt went to school if not ppl will be avoiding me like i m some freak and will be sent home eventually =.=
slept till 12 today and slacked at home the whole day.
dunno why i felt very bad and sad cause i missed school today LoL
watched russell peters and slam dunk for the whole day.
played viwawa too.. yawns how boring my life can be =.=
hoping i can get a new com soon now cause i wanna chiong cabalsea and enjoy other fun games T.T
hope my brother can quickly settle his lan shop things and i can go and work there =D
shall end post here =D

2008-03-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

Saturday
woke up late when I was suppose to meet joel and go for service together.
but he woke up late too and was woke up by him cause he called me =.=
met him at cck interchange and took 190 to service.
its been almost 2 months since i last went back for service and there were quite alot of ppl attending church on easter =D
after that we went to a noodle shop in centrepoint and had lunch with jielin and sarah.
reached home and was planning to slp but jordan called me and told me to go play pool with them.
so changed clothes and went to jec to meet them be4 going to timah to play pool.
den justin called me to go supper with them n my brother so I went off to my brother's lan shop to find them.
went to west coast's muslim shop to eat supper.
after supper we went to mount faber to take a stroll hahah and also to view the scenery.
there were many couples doing "stuffs" down there o.o maybe dark dark den fang bian to do bah? hahah
den went to cozybay to look at the scenery too.
there was a bridge and it was very nice hahah. took pics there together with my brother and they taught joey how to drive o.o hahah. pity justin's van hahah.
after that justin drove me home and sent my brother home too.
during the journey in the van something happened =X
reached home at 3+ and slept all the way till 4 today xD
school's reopening tml yawns. haf to prepare to go back le.

2008-03-22T01:07:00.002+08:00

Good Friday =D
today woke up at 11am. yawns*
bathed wash up and went to je mrt to wait for jarrold they all.
saw seowrong there and was shocked den waited for jarrold to come.
den shaowei their fren came and alfreda was the last to reach.
we went to cini on our own cause joel wanted to go cut hair den kk and jeydee went on their own.
reached cini alfreda played para with her frenz and we went to bk to have lunch after that.
after lunch went straight to kbox and headed to our room.
joel joined us at 4+ and had his hair cut xD
he looked so cute cause he had his hair sloped and looks like a small boy xD
sang from 2-7 and den went to arcade cause alfreda wanted to play para again =.=
den went to far east to walk walk cause alfreda wanted to buy shades but in the end nvr.
so went to subway to have our dinner but jarrold had no money left so he went to buy instant noodles from 7/11 and sat at the staircase to eat.
so I was quite guilty of what I have done to someone so i quickly ate my bread and went out to find jarrold.
sat there while waiting for jarrold to finish his food and decided to walk to dhoby ghaut.
but alfreda said she wanted to go somewhr quiet so we went to fort canning park instead.
we sat down at some stairs while playing true or dare =.=
well all of us tio and jarrold tio the most times. only kk and seowrong so heng nvr tio anything..
after tt went home while jarrold,kienkiat,jeydee,joel and seowrong took bus 190.
me alfreda and shaowei took mrt home.
it was getting late cause its 11+ alr and sent alfreda home as usual while i took the last train home =D.
its a long yet a fun day together with all my frenz =D
and thanks for the fun everyone =D

2008-03-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

well march holidays aren't that fun with all the rainy days...
it jus totally sucked when it rains during a short week holidays.
well have been going out with veronica and we watched 2 movies in total.
1st outing was The Eye. I just remembered me closing my eyes when scary parts are coming xD.
2nd outing was Sky Of Love. It was a 2 hours long japanese movie.
the storyline was quite common but still is was very touching.
that stupid veronica actually teared 9 times when watching hahah.
had been working at my brother's newly opened lan shop at beauty world during friday and saturday.
was there from 12pm-12am. it was quite tiring even though it wasn't so busy.
school will be reopening tomorrow. still in holiday mood and not really in the mood to study.
have to sleep early tonight to prevent from being late tomorrow.
I thought I got you.. but I was wrong..

2008-03-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

yawns... reached home at 4pm today cause tonned at jeremy's house.
very tired and slept till 8+ den i woke up to eat.
played viwawa and designed my avatar.
lol quite nice la hahah xD
will be having maths remedial tml
yawns.. 11-12.30pm
hahah see you guys tml =D